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Yesterday doeesn't matter when it's gone...





was ik weer ff :P

Lil' update

groningen was echt SUPER !

dat was t :P kheb wel veel te vertellen ma niet hier, ltrz

Realisation

Sometimes I just realize how pretty my live is..

I just hope you have that similiar situation sometimes..

And If not, let me know how I can create that situation for you

If not, let me help you..

But if you do have that same situation sometimes,

pleasse, for me...

enjoy your live, enjoy more than you do know..

like me

A little view of my week

Well, first monday.. I have to go to the hospital for some check ups and stuff, nothing exciting here. In the afternoon I'll go to school, give some things to my physics teacher :) see my girlfriend for just a sec... :(

well, next day, tuesday.. I have to make a test today, physics, a hard one! I've been working on this the whole sunday and I didn't figure it out to be honest, we'll see how this goes... but the good thing is that I will see my little girl ( no not my daughter, just my gf :) ) in the afternoon, that's always nice :) in the evening I'll have to work.. make some money eh :)

wednesday.. another physics test.. damn.. hard hard hard.. trust me further on, nothing special I think.. maybe my gf or just hang with friends, dunnow yet.. ( no soccer probably due to the snow )

Tuesday.. fucked up day this is, I always hate the tuesday, work in the evening is hard, stupid lessons in school and another test today, English this time... not the most difficult class there is, but it still has to be done.. ( fucked up my last test.... :S ) ( haven't got time for friends here probably... :S german test the next day.. really fucked week this ! )

And than, Friday.. the day before the weekend ! most of the times I love this day.. ! not this one though -_- BIG BIG test of GERMAN !! seriously, lose the language.. it's fucked.. have to study hard for that one i'm afraid.... ( gf leaving for the weekend.. DAMN ! :@ )

and than weekend, that oughtta be NICE !! just doing completely NOTHING !!!

but as you can see... bad ass week with much tests... :S which means a lot of learning for everyone... so probably I won't be seeing my friends and girlfriend a lot.. :S what reallly sucks because that still is the thing you live for isn't it.. ? love from you girlfriend and love from your friends.. having fun in live :)

And I must admist, besides all the tests and bad teachers, fucked up things that happen, school still rocks !

I will talk to y'all later

Love

The only thing she can't control is what I want..

Her love...

My girl

Everybody needs a girl

Work

One of those days you just hate your work.. when you have to leave your girl for it...

Thoughts

We, people... we think to much

My live

Sometimes, I struggle...

It's okay for you to know, your not the only one...
I struggle a lot... you have no idea, be gentle for me..
My life is hard, just like yours..

And i'm not alone, My disease is here with me, by my side.. never leaving me

and oooh... how much I want it to leave, you have no idea

Oasis

There are many things that I would like to say to you But I
don't know how